I am not supposed to mention this to anyone, but I have to get it off my chest. Mo and I have been talking about marriage. He kind of asked me on our anniversary... the conversation continued a couple days later and I said I was fine with that being the proposal and that we should look at rings. We have spent the last two days at jewelry stores and I am so overwhelmed. I don't know what I want and I see all these guys there picking out the ring for their unsuspecting girlfriend and that's what I want. I am super picky and Mo does not want to get my a ring that I won't like and I understand that, but if he would have gone in by himself they would have told him that he can pick a solitary ring out for the proposal and then bring it back in so I could chose a band. It makes me sad that he didn't even make the effort to go look without me. It makes me sad that I won't have a proper proposal. We are on a tight budget, so if he bought a ring it would be pretty obvious... but I know if he tried he would be able to pull it off. It's like he does not want to make the effort. I want the surprise proposal... I don't want to have to worry about picking out a perfect ring.... I want him. I know that completely. Just the thought of being his wife has made both of us so happy lately. I don't want to put him in debt or making anything harder... I just want to marry him.